My homepage is set up to Google search, and I've been receiving newsletters from Baby Gaga about the pregnancy and it had the option to do a google search homepage with your ticker on it so I set it for that. The past few days it's been like a reality check for me. I don't know what makes the 20's any different than the 30's - perhaps it's that 30's is like a month and well that more than just days. Today it opened up and it's like this flashing light screaming ONLY 22 DAYS LEFT at me. I can't believe it. Where did the time go? Have I really been cooking a baby for the past 36 1/2 weeks? Seriously?! No I don't believe you. It's not been that long. I'm not ready yet!!!
To tell you the truth I'm down right scared to death to become a mother of two, but beyond that I still have a long to do list that I MUST get done. Yeah I know the world will not end if it does not get done, but I personally need it to be done. When that is done I'll be able to sit back knowing that I've done everything I wanted to do and everything is taken care of and "ready". So now I'm kicking my butt into gear. "Nesting much?" you may ask. To that I reply "HECK YEAH!!"
Yesterday was my weekly kid-free day so I took full advantage of it. The morning started early and rough. I got woken up at 6:15 to K-Girl screaming in the monitor "MOMMA!!! MOMMMMMMMA!! MOMMAAAAAA!!! I PEEEEEEED!!!!" So I went over and sure enough her diaper was hardly wet but her bed was soaked.
I don't know what happened but obviously the diaper shifted and she peed out. So I started my day by stripping her bed and giving her a bath - good times. So I got her all ready and dropped her off at the IL's by 9:00 - I think it was a bit earlier than that. But then I went to Starbuck's to get some fuel for the day and come home to get started.
I decided it was diaper day. I forget but either Monday or Tuesday I started washing up the diapers so I decided that I was going to start my dying. Well it's a lot bigger of a job than I thought. I got three colors done yesterday and I was dying pretty much non-stop from the time I got home from Starbuck's till 6:00 last night...and longer if you count the washing time after that. I did "vivid turquiose", "royal blue", and "lime" yesterday. I still 3 more to do sooner than later. I dyed 4 newborn prefolds, 1 jellybean regular prefold, 2 side snap t-shirts, 1 onsie, and a fitted diaper each of the colors. I'm loving the colors too. So much better than white or natural color. I love color. I mean to the point that I really love my prefolds and fitteds and hope that they work out really well for me this time around so I can just size up with some more and dying them too. I don't want to deal with PUL and stuff. My only problem with all of this is that this morning I can barely make a fist. My knuckles hurt sooooo bad from squeezing out the dye/water from the items I was dying. Good fun.
So other than that yesterday I did three loads of regular wash and I boiled all my hemp to make prep time less and I washed it through the washer 2x.
Today my plan is more washing. I pulled out all E-Man's clothing and I've started them. May I just say how much I am loving my washer right now? Seriously all his whites/lights fit into ONE LOAD.
Now honestly I should have probably kept a few things out, but they did fit without stuffing. But this is the first time using the baby care setting on the washer and holy moly that setting takes 2 hours on a full cycle. I'm not exactly sure what it does differently to the clothes, but it says for lightly soiled baby clothes so we'll see. My rational is that if I had to do all that wash in my old washer it would be about 3 loads and I'm sure it would take much longer than 2 hours and the drying time will be a lot less - should be less than an hour even for the full load. I have darks/brights to do yet and then I'm going to start on the other stuff in the room - blankets, towels, bibs, bedding. And then I plan on doing my diaper laundry in between these loads since they take so long. I need to put my hemp through at least 2 more hot washes and it will be ready to go. I want to put the newly dyed items through another 2 washes and make sure they aren't bleeding and then they will be done. And I need to finish prepping my other prefolds at least 2 or 3 more washes for those. Then EVERYTHING will be done. I'm probably looking at at least another day of wash to get it all done, but it's a fairly easy task to try to do during the week. So that's my plan.
My smilies for the day:
This weekend The Husband and I have plans to really knock out the rest of our to do list. Now we probably won't be able to totally finish it, but we should be able to get pretty close and at least all the big stuff off of it. I want to make sure that by the time we go to bed on Sunday if E-Man was to come Monday morning I'd be ok with it. If we can do that I'll be happy. But then I figure if we have only small things left on the to do then we can work on those one at a time in the evenings during the week. My mom called yesterday and said she might be able to take K-Girl a few hours for us on Saturday which would help because when she's gone we end up knocking out a LOT of work. And then Sunday The Husband said about asking his parents to take her for a couple hours which should not be a problem. So if both those things happen we really should be able to get everything just about done.
It's a big week coming up. Sunday is Mother's Day, Wednesday is my birthday (I can't believe I'm going to be 25....but heck I can't believe that I'm going to be mother of 2 very soon either), and then Thursday is our 4 year anniversary...again has it really been that long?! Crazy. So as something special before the baby comes my mom is watching K-Girl over night next weekend Saturday to Sunday. I'm excited about it as it will be the last night alone for another good year - 2 years. It was a while before I was comfortable with leaving K-Girl over night and although that will probably be different this time around to some extent it's still not going to be an easy thing to find someone to take BOTH kids. That much I know. So I'm looking forward to that and as much as I want to meet my little boy, I hope he stays put till after I get that free night just The Husband and I. Then it's fair game.
I'm such a planner though. Last night I was talking to Leah and she commented on that too. Yeah I know. The fact that I had that induction date with K-Girl helped put my mind at ease last time. This time there's not any issues and no reason I should need to be induced so I get to go in God's time and man that's making it so much harder for some reason. And then the fact that I'm scared to death to go into labor. I don't like the idea that my water could just break at any time, etc. Yeah I'm a planner.
I think the other reason why I am so anxious about it this time - more so than last time - is that I know what's going to happen (to a point). Last time it was an unknown so it was easier. This time I know what I'm in for.
I have my next appt this Friday at 1:30. I'm interested to see if I've made any progress this week. I am pretty sure it's just because I was working myself too hard yesterday, but I was having some pretty painful contractions last night. So we'll see.
Alright well I'm going to go.
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